After a long first day of work, spending 2 1/2 hours in the ER with T, I finally fell asleep around 1:30. I can't belie ve I am up already! I forgot to take my evening pain med so I woke up in pain. It is so awful to wake up in so much pain. I hate that I was so tired that I didn't remember. You have no idea how much spasiticity hurts. It's worse then childbirth. All I can do is sit here and cry while I wait for the pill to kick in. I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.
I try so hard to be quiet so I don't wake T up. He hates to hear me crying and knowing that he can't do anything to make it go away. This is one of the few times when I really miss not having someone in my life that I can seek comfort from.
It is finally calming down so I am going to try to sleep a few hours before work. Thanks for "listening".
Good nite.
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