Tuesday, August 21, 2012

Awake already

After a long first day of work, spending 2 1/2 hours in the ER with T, I finally fell asleep around 1:30.  I can't belie ve I am up already!  I forgot to take my evening pain med so I woke up in pain.  It is so awful to wake up in so much pain.  I hate that I was so tired that I didn't remember.  You have no idea how much spasiticity hurts.  It's worse then childbirth.  All I can do is sit here and cry while I wait for the pill to kick in.  I wouldn't wish this on my worst enemy.

I try so hard to be quiet so I don't wake T up.  He hates to hear me crying and knowing that he can't do anything to make it go away.  This is one of the few times when I really miss not having someone in my life that I can seek comfort from.

It is finally calming down so I am going to try to sleep a few hours before work.  Thanks for "listening".
Good nite.

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