Well, as usual, I had an uneventful weekend of sleeping. I will be glad when my energy level goes up. It sucks being so damn tired all of the time. If I don't take my "stay awake" pill, I'm falling asleep. I get so sleepy all day long. Today my sons girlfriend is coming over to watch movies. I want to stay awake and do some cleaning, but I am barely able to type this without passing out. That is whyI don't type on the weekends.
I have decided that two days of sleep is enough!! I hate taking my stay awake pills on the weekend cause I need to get caught up on my sleep. But something has to give pretty soon! I can't sleep every weekend! I have been for the last year or two!
I have hope that once I get skinny I won't need to sleep so much. I want my life back. We couldn't afford to go on vacations but we used to at least go to St Ignace to the dunes to go swimming once in awhile. We haven't done that in years. So sad that my kids never got to go places and do things that other kids got to do. I have always worked and did the best I could, but it was never enough for them to get to do the fun things other families do.
I hope that they will get to do things like that as adults. I think I have given them both good work ethics so they will be able to get what they want in life.
Okay no more boo hooing allowed! I need to eat something and do some cleaning. Have a great day everyone.
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